i want to play tf2 but i suck at multiplayer anything, plus my aim kinda sucks, plus i often disappoint

As long as you have fun

well i'm not gonna have fun if i disappoint everyone

Don't worry about what others think :)
Plus there's public servers where you can just roam around and kill with no competition

are there any melee weapons i can just f**k around with

I think every class has melee weapon with varying strength

is there any way for me to make an exclusively melee build

No sorry man you only get one per class

isn't demoknight a thing

Oh yeah
There are a few exceptions, that being the most popular

I absolutely hate the artihunter ship

People ship these weird cat things?

people will ship anything

like
hollow knight community goes WILD for Pure Vessel x NKG / THK x Grimm

What.

there are 3 canon relationships i know of
-Pale King x White Lady (his f**king wife)
-Pale King x Herrah (made hornet)
-Paintmaster Sheo x Nailsmith (can be seen in-game AND has an achievement, "Happy Couple.")

traitors daughter and z'emer:

also pk x herrah was more so an affair than a ship

oh
right

Yeah