LIVING ON BORROWED TIME, FIRST & FOREMOST, INSTILLS A SENSE OF URGENCY & AN UNQUENCHABLE DESIRE TO COMMUNICATE (LIKE A FIRE SHUT UP IN YOUR BONES WAITING TO BE LOOSED) TO THOSE YOU CARE ABOUT MOST NOT JUST HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM BUT ALSO, ALL YOU KNOW YOU HAVE IN COMMON WITH & FEEL AN AFFINITY WITH THEM REGARDING; BUT ALSO, IT SECONDARILY & EXPLOSIVELY SPARKS WITHIN YOU THE NEED TO FINALLY BE SEEN FOR WHO & WHAT YOU REALLY ARE & NO LONGER IN THE FALSE LIGHT THOSE YOU LOVE MOST KEEP INSISTING UPON SEEING YOU IN