i barely recognize anything from this stream

My birthday was yesterday. My mom's letting me dye my hair again.
I think back and I wonder what happened. I wonder if the people I held so near and dear to my heart then would still look at me in the same regard now. It seems life is a constant cycle of obsessions and communities that will one day fall apart and become a distant memory. I have ended my obsession with this website. It lasted years. I have been through spires and dannys and mazes. I have been a moderator and I have consoled people through comment sections. I have made many friends. I remember bryce and paula and cloud and countless others. I remember hyperbeam when it was tutturu.
I remember the first arkuum (Did i spell that right? I can hardly remember) and i remember countless others after it.

My next obsession was discord.
I miss staying awake on calls with badtime and a user I used to call star, I miss hallucinating shadowy figures in the corners of my room because for the third night in a row, I stayed awake far too late and ate far too little. I miss pretending to fall asleep on hyperbeam with my camera on and trying not to laugh while the people i cared about the most tried to wake me up, I miss having pointless arguments in the comments that mean nothing yet filled so much of my time. I miss when having a simple crush was considered "simping" and I miss the people i used to consider my online family. I miss the people I have fallen out of contact with. I miss fallen. I miss uaworm, I miss purple, I miss fon, I miss badtime, I miss yachi, I miss bubonic, and I miss countless others whos names I have forgotten. I miss shared accounts.

I have the same discord account I have had since 2020.
This is the same imgflip account I have had since 2020.
I used to hate changing my username. I never understood why people were so eager to change.
I change my usernames a lot now. I seem much too eager to change.

i miss who i used to be all the while I am glad that person is dead and I am living inside their corpse

things change.

they must, its just hard to accept.

Thats a lot of memories

i know man

nah this hit hard
im crying rn

Do you remember me

omg are u ok ??

yeah im fine, just caught in the cycle of longing for something that once was but can never be again

damn i do that a lot
sorry

I lowky remember you
this is just my alt but you prolly don't remember me

i feel like ur user is vaguely familiar did u have any other users

yeah back in like 2021 it was a bunch of haikyuu names and nugget and then -Denki.Kaminari- is my main

yeah i def remember you

lmao it's good to see you
I saw the yuri temp when I clicked on your profile and I remembered you

that makes sense ive been inactive for so long i do not have any recent temps

dang
I'm gonna follow you on this account rq I don't remember if I was following you on my main

your account seems very vaguely familiar, but i joined back in dec 2022 so

i was barely active then tbh

reading your giant ass comment makes me realize i may be one of the most mentally healthy people on this stream. it makes me worried knowing that my life was basically preset to some really good conditions and im wasting it ruining my mental self on here.

im mentally fine now, when i was here i was horrible. I got better when i left, but this place feels like it just does stuff to ppl. just be careful ig

i really do want to get out of here but idk how

the best ways ive been able to so far are to not use imgflip on breaks but other than that idk what to do

the worst part is that im using imgflip on a school computer so if they want the country can just stop me from graduating bc of the shit i put on here

It takes a long time to stop. I've realized the only real reason why I did was because another website had the same people and occupied more of my time. I regret posting my image on this website and recommend not really doing that. Eventually everyone i loved from this website was somewhere else, so i just slowly stopped. idk, i never really had the courage to delete my account, but i do recommend doing it if its necessary.

I wouldnt say that would land me in any colder water, moving to another website, because, although i may be free from this site, im just gonna get chained to another site. though it probably will be better

regardless, i think msmg is, to an extent, something to cherish, horrible as it is. its kinda crazy that a community this active sprung out of a bored friend group in quarantine. i wont miss it when i depart from it though

This website has made me who I am. I tell my friends about the horror stories I have from here, and they laugh, and I wonder if they could ever really understand what it was like to be here, especially from close to the beginning

this stream used to scare me, with how fast everything moved. it seems like its gotten a lot slower now. I hope you so one day escape this place, and if you do get chained somewhere else, at the very least its better than here.

I think I remember your username and maybe your announcement template but that’s it

I am pretty sure i rember you

Hello

I think I remember you

BREAD HI REMEMBER ME ITS EMOSNAKE

I FEEL LIKE I VAGUELY REMEMBER YOU OML ITS BEEN FOREVER

how have you been!

ive been rlly good, i have a social life and a lot of rlly good friends now. I keep in touch with maybe a handful of people from back in the day. What about you?

I'm good too! I've got a job and I work 4 days a week. I've been on here at lot more because of boredom and I'm just missing the good old times

Thats good! I have a small "gig"ig you would say helping my moms friend later in december, and once her kid goes to college she says I can help more, so I'm excited to get close to a job soon. I've been missing this place a bit more, but mostly the people that used to be here. msmg just doesnt seem like itself anymore tbh