Everytime my younger siblings were born my mom made me breast feed too bc she said it would make me smarter and have a better chance at fighting off diseases and help my immune system. I have 4 younger siblings so this carried on until I was 20. I eventually moved out but sometimes still find myself craving the milk ik it's weird . The most weird part I don't tell anyone even my closest bsf is that my mom wouldn't let me just drink it from the bottle she pumped it into she would make me direct breastfeed from her and I feel ashamed. My mom was a heavy smoker so sometimes it tasted gross but yeah I just needed to get that off my chest cause I have a lot of unresolved trauma now