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OLD FRIENDS FROM SCHOOLS, RELATIVES ETC, WHO COMPLAIN ABOUT THEIR LIVES :; MY AGE PEOPLE WHO MEET, EXCEEDS BY FAR, AGE STANDARD SITUATION AND CONTINUE TO EVOLVE PEACEFULLY; YOUNGER THAN ME WHO GET BETTER LIFE, RELATIONSHIP, SITUATION THAN ME WITH PLAN FOR FUTURE; ME SIZE EVER SWAMPER IN DEAL WITH DEPRESSION, MENTAL ISSUES, HEALTH, PERSONALS/FAMILY SITUATIONS, LOW MONEY...