Here, I decoded this just now: I'm trapped, my thoughts, they're surrounding me It's all my fault, my guilt is the very thing that is holding me back, I have had a choice whether I should stay or abandon the presence of my family and friends, and I chose to leave all because of some petty love interest that I couldn't get over. Do you know what I wanted to do to them??? To the one that left me for someone else? To the one that planned it all? I could've done it too. I decided against it all because I had no real desire to hurt them at the time But it's all my fault, and it always was. I didn't just want to hurt them, but I wanted to hurt everyone, Just as much as I was in terms of pain. Nihilism is my lantern, misery is my light, but insanity is all around me. Auf Wiedersehen.
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