finna unalive because i think she knows that im gay.

Sorry, what's going on? Can I help?

just being suicidal, nothin much :]

What's going on with your mum?

she came crawling back after 2 f**king months of deserting her own children.

Why?

her boyfriend (now ex) apparently didn't give her enough attention :/

Oh I'm sure it was her fault
Hopefully mabye your dad will not let her back?

too late for that...

Oh..

You still there?

Mhm…
Wish I wasn’t.

They say suicide is a silent killer…

Please just hold on
Not only do all of us love you but we would be devastated if we lost you. You saved one of us from committing suicide. We would feel so guilty if you were gone.

I'm so sorry about that

You'll be silent but the cries of those who loved you won't be

Jesus Christ that is not ok

Yeah..we are trying to calm them down rn.

Man, I'm not very observant sometimes but GOD this is awful

Yes..uh.. I've been in this position before and I think I have an understanding of how they feel..uh.. yeah, they need to calm down, they don't notice how much we love them.

I have not personally, and have rarely had to calm someone down like this, I don't know what to do and I don't wanna lose Sylvia

I remember when I said "I wanna jump off of a building" and my class chanted to do it :]

Who cares what they say? You are so much stronger than them!

when i can't even lift a cat?
my mental health has been f**king deteriorating since i was in 1st!
that was my peak.
i cannot handle another f**king day of torture everywhere i f**king go.
EVEN AT CHURCH IM TOLD TO KMS!

Who in church tells you that?

everyone.

Why? Why would priests and people do that?

They'll be better off without me anyways :|

No. We value you, we care about you, and we would be devastated if we lost you

Well
If you need to leave or take a break that's fine if that's what you need
But do NOT
Do NOT end your life

Well, maybe we could help you get stable again at least.

The only reason I joined this site was to redevelop my mental health.
it's not working.

"attention hoard"
"spoiled brat"
"faker"
"embarrassment to be around"
ALL BECAUSE I WAS THE F**KING 'SPOILED' CHILD GROWING UP!

I'm sorry, I'm so very sorry, but I don't want you to die

Don’t be around the negative. Try to focus on the positive.

...i can only do so much from my phone, but I beg you. Please don't do it..

That is not true
*hugs* I'm so sorry you're going through that

I've taken a 4 month break and 3 1 month breaks. It hasn't worked.

If you have to LEAVE
that's ok
As long as you DO NOT KILL YOURSELF

It doesn't matter what they tell you to do ok? You need to calm down.

im at my calmest point?

...it's ok to have upsetting thoughts, but you don't have to do anything to make them come true..I'm here for you..mkay?...

Okay what the actual f**k
That's f**ked up

Dude those people are either sick, sadist monsters or they thought you were joking. Sadly, it was probably the former. I'm so sorry for you, but please don't do it. I beg you.

Please don't,we will all honesty miss you
We don't care who says anything about how you should,we don't care about how you have taken those thoughts and started to think 'em about yourself,you know they are not true and so do we
You are a wonderful person and anyone who says otherwise should be revoked of procreation privileges

Don't do it. I love you so f*cking much, dude. Don't let the people causing you trouble outlive you.

I can't handle it anymore.

Sylvia, don't do it. Don't give them what they want.

That's what the horrible people want.

Okok. Please don’t kys. It’s not worth it, trust me. I’ve tried to kms before, and it’s all I can think about when I wake up in the morning. If you kys, then you will leave a lot of people wanting to kill themselves. So please don’t.

They said it would be an honor if i killed myself though....

If you kill yourself I WILL be stuck with all the guilt..it's my fault ok? I should be there with you right now

WHO SAID THAT?

WHO

Some people, in real life :]

Let me at ‘em.
But seriously, ignore them. Don’t pay attention to those people. Just live your life, and please for the love of God DON’T kys.

How am I supposed to ignore a whole school of 400?

Wear headphones. Don’t focus on them.

my mom won't allow it :]

Hmmm…
Sing a song to yourself, then. Do whatever you can to block them out.

Those people
Those people are the ones who deserve to die
They are sick, malevolent, CREATURES of humans and they are wrong. They deserve to rot and fester. But you
You deserve to live
To live free of doubt and disdain