why am i like this?

YES THANK YOU all of this is true except for the coffee thing i don't drink coffee. i fidget constantly, get distracted, have horrible short-term memory, and it takes me a few seconds to understand what someone just says (i sometimes go "what? oh"). sometimes when i say "what" i don't need someone to repeat i just need to process what they said

if the here comes the depression meant mood shifts or easily sad that would be true. im not depressed tho