Okay so yesterday I was in a horrible mood and at one point I just got really mad for no discernible reason so I started typing out like, really hateful things to vent out my anger on a notepad. Things like threatening to commit arson and bombs and stuff but for some reason, the school had a filtering system and my first sentence is what triggered the red flag: "I'm gonna f**king kill myself"
Which I was planning on since I found the code to my dad's safe so I can shoot myself when the time was right.
The school administrators eventually found the notepad and called me into their office.
Three police officers were notified and brought in to arrest me.
Fortunately my dad told them not to press charges so that's good.
I eventually had to be taken to the ER to have myself checked and had to talk to the psychologist or something.
I was calm at that time so I knew what to say and because of that, I'm not in a mental institution
So after I had been diagnosed with depression and that bullshit, I think I'm gonna be expelled from my school and from other public schools too.
So I can kiss my dreams goodbye because I just f**king ruined my future.
Now the constant monitoring on me is just gonna make things worse, because God, do I f**king despise people