Listen to me. I know exactly how you feel. I can burst out in tears cause I feel like I can't do anything right and my Mum and Dad will just shout at me thinking I'm only looking for sympathy. I get what your feeling. The best thing to do is focus on you. Think about you. The most important person in your life is you. If you wanna scream then do it! That means your letting all the bad emotions out. I love a good scream because I feel much better afterwards. And also, ask your parents to sit down and tell them how you feel, because they love you, sometimes parents can be pains in the asses but they only want the best for you, trust me bro. And always know that I'm always a memechat away if you need to talk about something. Always here for you bro 💙