THE HORROR, AND UNNERVING GUILT COURSING THROUGH MY PRE-TEEN BODY AS I REALISE MY PARENTS LIVES WOULD’VE BEEN GREATER IF I WAS NEVER BORN. MY MOTHER WOULDN’T HAVE NEGLECTED HER TWO CHILDEREN, START SHOWING SYMPTOMS OF CANCER, AND HAVE TO BE TACKLED TO THE FLOOR BECAUSE SHE TRIED TO JUMP INTO A MOVING TRAIN. MY FATHER WOULDN’T OF HAD TO WORK HIS YOUNG ADULT LIFE AWAY CAUSING EVERLASTING DAMAGE AND A OVERWHELMING ADDICTION TO WORK AND ACHOHOL.