i feel like everytime i start to get close to someone i care about they just leave me like being too close to me is just disgusting. i had a friend, a very close friend who i told everything, and his girlfriend was super kind to me and i hung out with both of them a lot. it was at a time when i was going through a breakup and they really helped me feel like i mattered. and then, out of the blue, the both ghost me. when i finally get an explanation out of them, the girlfriend thought that i had caught feelings for her bf (which she knew wasn’t true) and she told him if he didn’t cut off all ties to me she’d dump him.
so yeah, sorry for the trauma dump.