Well i feel like if one more thing goes wrong today i will throw someone at a f**king wall and eat their eyes, and all of my pent up rage and hatred that has been building in me for a looong time is starting to seep out, and that pent up hatred is pointed at someone that i am glad is no longer in my life but they were a part of it for so long that i cant exist for 10 seconds without thinking about them and i hate thinking about them which only makes my bottled resentment even more explosive which makes me want to throw someone at a wall and eat their eyes regardless of whether or not something else goes wrong, but other than that im doing okay
