Yeah I always remember when I first caught a ralts in Pokémon alpha sapphire thinking it was a really rare Pokémon and then being so happy when it evolved
AND THEN SOMETHING JUST SNAPPED. SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME. I DIDN'T CARE ANYMORE. I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT BEING BETTER THAN KAKAROT. I DIDN'T CARE IF I WENT SUPER SAYAIN. I DIDN'T CARE IF I LIVED. I DIDN'T CARE IF I DIED. "NO. NO MORE. I DON'T CARE!" THEN... IT HAPPENED.