I guess this is probably my formal goodbye. I'm done being an immature child who runs back here when I'm lonely. I don't want to depend on people who don't know me, and people who I changed and matured myself for such a long time ago. I'm finally accepting this group is over, and yet it feels like a gash, I'm leaving a letter and revisiting this channel <3
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Kota- We still have discord. I genuinely enjoy talking to you and love it, but I want to leave a letter about our time in here. If anyone made me feel safe, it was you and probably Ruka. I felt like I could run to you with my problems, and you felt like the older sibling of struggled to have all of my life. You still mean a lot to me, and I like randomly checking up on you. It feels like we'll never stop being friends, which is sweet.
Eyitayo- We never properly got to know each other, and I don't think we ever will. I find that the only times we spoke, it was distant. You are sweet, though. We are still in contact so a long letter would do no good. Especially as we never had any contact within the gang.
Ou
Mazy- No words for you, you're creepy. You're creepy, weird, disgusting. You make me sick to my stomach. You aren't afraid to talk to kids in the most disgusting ways because you have no game. When I hear your name it makes me throw the f**k up. You don't deserve anything you have gotten in life, once a pedophile always a pedophile.
Roro- Over the years, you don't seem to change much. That intimidates me, how you seem frozen in the time where we were all somehow much happier. In a way, it's why I find it so hard to talk to you. Maybe it just physically harms me when I do, because that was the best worst time of my life. Our relationship was rocky and toxic, it was my first real one, and half of it was you offline or talking to other people. We were young, f**king idiotic. I wouldn't do it again, I would stay best friends.
Marcus- You are vile. If you ever come back here I want you to remember the toxicity you made and spread. The pain you caused. The downright torture you put me through. Every weird borderline creepy thing you said to me. Everytime you tried to make me cut people off. Every creepy line. I want you to remember that you are the definition of a go***amn groomer. You are a terrible person. Do NOT ever show your face to me again, you destroyed me and my mental health in unimaginable ways and I still desperately tried to claw onto the remnants of our friendship when you GHOSTED me.
