I'M SUCH A QUICK LEARNER THAT I FEEL DEPRESSED AND UNFULFILLED WHEN I FIND NEW HOBBIES/SKILLS/INTERESTS BECAUSE WITHIN A WEEK I ALREADY KNOW EVERYTHING THERE IS TO KNOW ABOUT IT AND I CAN'T ENJOY THE LEARNING PROCESS. AND ON THE RARE OCCASION THAT I MAKE AN ERROR IN ANYTHING I'M KNOWLEDGEABLE ABOUT I FEEL CRUSHED FOR SOME REASON. I'M NOT "GIFTED", THIS IS A LITERAL CURSE I WANT OUT. I WANT TO BE REALLY BAD AT SOMETHING THAT I LOVE AND I WANT TO STOP BEING AHEAD OF EVERYONE IN EVERYTHING. IT'S NOT FAIR TO ANYONE. ANYWAY, I LEARNED TO PLAY "FINAL DUET" "CAFE 1930" AND "EDA'S REQUIM" BY EAR ON VIOLIN AFTER TWO WEEKS OF PLAYING THE INSTRUMENT FOR THE FIRST TIME. I'M NOT BRAGGING MY BRAIN HURTS