I hide stuff a lot.

I keep almost everything in my emotional closet. I have a huge fear of failing my loved ones. Not like failing a test, like letting them down. I also have a fear of being abandoned, yet people still LOVE to leave me alone, and abandon me. It sucks, and I know exactly how you feel.

I'll never abandon you.

<3

I recommend showing/telling them these things

trust me, the last person you want to keep in the dark is your parents/family

Id rather not rn.. I'm gonna wait until I'm fully prepared to let the secrets out.

that's perfectly fine, you just tell them when you're ready, mate, don't rush

Okay :)