HAVING YOU'RE MOM, GRANDFATHER, DOG AND UNCLE DIE, BREAKING UP WITH 3 PEOPLE, HAVE CONSTANT SOCIAL ANXIETY AND HAVE ZERO IRL FRIENDS, HAVING PARENTS WHO CONSTANTLY HURT YOU, HAVING SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE WHO MAKES IT HELL AND MAKES YOUR FRIENDS HATE YOU, HAVING A FRIEND IN YOUR LIFE WHO MANIPULATES YOU TO GIVE STUFF TO THEM INSTEAD OF YOUR OTHER FRIEND; HAVING YOUR GRANDFATHER DIE