I hate being a fast learner so much. I lose patience with everyone around me who's learning at a normal pace and people don't believe me when I say I started playing five different songs flawlessly after 15 days of playing violin, that I started animation at age 11, that I started writing Erin Hunter style novels in 4th grade. And whenever I complain and say I feel unfulfilled I just get called ungrateful. I'm not gifted, I feel like I'm cursed. With every new topic I discover, I know everything about it in the blink of an eye. It's like there's some stupid cheat code I accidentally installed in my head. I just genuinely want to find something I really love that I suck at. Seriously.
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