Same! Sometimes I listen to my favorite song and think, “What would I been doing right now if this band never existed?” Then I get really confused lol. I listen to music every moment of the day; when I’m getting ready for a soccer game/practice, when I’m in a car, even when I’m putting on my makeup (it’s as messy as it sounds if you wear headphones 😬). I’ll randomly start dancing and singing (or lip syncing) to a song if I’m alone. I’ll stay up all night watching music videos, and recently my dad has been helping me learn how to play electric guitar 😁! Bottom line is, I love music as well, and I have no idea why I wrote this 😁👍