The trauma from veni-the-synth-fox sending me gore yiff when I was 12 and the fact that it won't go away no matter what and it's f**king engraved into my head
constant harassment and being treated like shit from MSMG users for no reason whatsoever
constantly having to put up with neglect and emotional, psychological, and verbal abuse and sometimes physical abuse too
I have nobody IRL to talk to or hug or open up to
Everyone at school acts like I'm a freak for no reason
People framing me for things I didn't do
Being accused of being a pedophile
Hallucinations
Episodes of temporary paralysis
Possible eating disorder
Being groomed by veni, manipulated by veni, used by veni for their own personal gain, gaslighted by veni, manipulated by veni into doing whatever they wanted me to do, and then made to believe it was my fault and that I was in the wrong for it