So I kinda just had a personal mental breakdown for no reason so uhh yeah
I’m done. Tired of the same shit every day
Go***mn loop I set for myself
So I really want something to change but what can I really do right?
So, I’m stuck doing the same shit
I keep thinking about praying and going to God, but no matter what I do I don’t feel a change in me
I ask God for forgiveness and yet I still do the same horrible stuff everyday
Cussing, getting easily angered, feeling gay, suicidal thoughts and stuff-
All the stuff the Bible is against and I don’t know what to f**king do anymore
I’m just out of options
Like, praying doesn’t seem to work for me IDK WHYYYYY
I keep dreaming of just living in the woods like those fairytale stories up in Europe
I plan to move to Ireland or something
Maybe I can be happy there by myself and nature
But yet it’s out of my reach because real life f**king SUCKS. Life just never can give you a break
A happy ending is just never meant to exist you know
So I just
Find my peace and happiness around music, doing stuff on the internet talking to you guys and it’s kinda the last thing I can do to keep myself somewhat happy
And that’s the main reason why I’m not gonna end it all just yet
Some hope lingers around
Just someday I might find what I’m looking for
So um if you don’t care it’s fine you don’t gotta read allat but I’m just venting cause I kinda want to talk to somebody yk?
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