Oof. I honestly sometimes feel the same way. Hopefully you'll feel confident in your identity someday. In the meantime, you can always talk to me if you need.
I'll be honest here....For the entirety of the Summer I've been having a gender identity crisis....And I don't like it....Mainly because oh boy do I not wanna have to either come out again (to my mum, that is...Still too much of a coward to come out to my dad- Especially considering he's an asshole in general) and....Tbh....IDK.... I don't wanna return to the binary again...... IDK....It's either the intensive dysphoria that's talking or I swear idk anymore...Like, I've almost completely stopped fluxing to non-binary but...I'm not exactly being completely aroace. Just ace and maybe demi-romantic.....IDK...Maybe I am trans....Sorry for the long walls of text but...I wanna get it out of my system...I'm not one to vent a lot about stuff like this... *confused screaming in gender identity crisis*