I DON'T FEEL GOOD..MY MOM FORCES ME TO EAT EVEN THO EVERY TIME I EAT I'M ON THE VERGE OF THROWING UP AND MY ENTIRE FAMILY IGNORES MY PROBLEMS AND IGNORES MY EMOTIONS AND CALLS ME DRAMATIC FOR; VOICING HOW I FEEL,BUT THEN THEY TELL ME THAT I SHOULD VOICE MY OPINIONS MORE AND IDK WHAT TO DO..IM THE BLACK SHEEP IN MY FAMILY AND FITTING IN HAS ALWAYS BEEN HARD FOR ME,IM NOT SELF DIAGNOSING BUT FROM WHAT I'VE RESEARCHED SOME OF THE THINGS I DO ALL THE TIME ARE SIGNS OF AUTISM AND I'M QUESTIONING THAT NOW,I'M EXTREMELY INSECURE BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I'M TOO TALL FOR MY AGE BUT PEOPLE SEEM TO THINK I'M TOO SHORT,I THINK I'M TOO FAT BUT PEOPLE THINK THAT I'M EXTREMELY SKINNY,I DON'T DRESS GOOD,I DON'T WEAR MAKEUP, I DON'T SLEEP..I LOOK LIKE A WALKING CORPSE..