-AT TAKING HARD DRUGS NUANCE THIS IS A BIG SIN BEFORE OWN SELF IN THE FIRST DEGREE; YOU SHOULD GIVE TO NORMAL WORLD EXPLANATION ABOUT PRIVATE VISION VIA ART OR MUSIC OR POETRY WITH BOOKS JUST FOR ERASE BAD REPUTATION FROM THE MEMORY OF MANKIND ABOUT YOUR PERSON HANDLE HAPPY FUTURE OF POSSIBLE NEXT GENERATION OF GRANDCHILDREN