So
Today, I saw the guy who I’m massively in love with for the first time since December 15, 2022. He (trans, F to M) was a fellow guest to the birthday of our mutual friend, the one who introduced us. It was 11-4, (some stayed until 5:45, me and him included). We spent most of that time side by side, and I could tell each of us were falling deeper and deeper for each other. (also he’s poly but idk that don’t matter rn) However, eventually, I had to leave. I turn around as I walk away, and I see him basically bawling, yet I can’t do anything as by now I’m out the door. I didn’t even get to tell him I loved him and F**K I’m crying as I write this. His phone is so damn restricted I can’t get his number, and the next feasible time I see him is this December.
