Ok, listen. Killing yourself will only make things 100 times worse. Listen. People like you are annoying, sure. Hell, I'm annoying. But I don't let that get to me. You have a purpose here on this earth, you just need to find it. Killing yourself is not the answer. You have to think hard about it, you have to work hard for it, it's not easy. But there is something waiting for you. Something, someone, you name it. I have had these suicidal thoughts too. But I didn't do it. It's like a storm. But it doesn't just pass. You have to figure out how to get out from under this storm. You can't just kill yourself either because that will keep you under that storm FOREVER. Please just...don't do that. There are people, things, places, etc out there that can help you.