I'm just going to say one thing and won't reply to whatever you reply to it.
When I was 7, I was a crybaby, mostly because I was young and didn't know how the real world is, and I tried to change myself to become less of a crybaby and since I also got more logic growing up, I also realized how stupid the situations were that I cried about or got mad over. And that's when I never cared about anything really on the internet, especially clout. And that's because I tried to get out of that.