I HAVE TWO OPTIONS 1: BRAVE MY SOCIAL ANXIETY AND CONFRONT MY DAD ABOUT GETTING ME ONE. LOW RISK LEVEL, ALTHOUGH IT WOULD RESURFACE MY DAD AND GRANDMAS TALK AND RISK DESTROYING WHATEVER CLOSET IS LEFT (THEY HAD A TALK AND MY DAD SAID GRANDMA AGREED TO GET ME ONE BUT SAID I COULDN'T WEAR IT AT SCHOOL GATHERINGS ALTHOUGH RENOVATIONS HAPPENED RECENTLY AND MY DAD BOUGHT ME A BUNCH OF STUFF ALREADY SO IT RUNS A HIGH RISK OF BEING DENIED BUT AS A BROKE TRANS KID I CAN'T COMPLETELY TURN DOWN THE OPTION OF SOMEONE ELSE PAYING FOR IT) OR OPTION 2: SEARCH FOR A TARGET BINDER AND SAVE UP FOR IT, RESTARTING THE ASKING FOR IT PROCESS. GC2B IS SADLY OFF THE TABLE AS MY DAD LOOKED AT IT AND SAY THE SHOPIFIY LABEL AND NOW WON'T PUT HIS CREDIT CARD ON THERE (I AM YET TO HAVE MY OWN CREDIT CARD SO I CURRENTLY BUY ONLINE BY SHOWING IT TO DAD AND GIVING HIM MONEY AND HE BUYS IT WITH THE MONEY ON HIS CARD) SO WHAT DO I DO? GUYS HOW DO I GET A BINDER
