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ok first off, what makes you think you have it? /genq

i've been feeling genuinely disassociated from my own identitiy to the point where i kinda pretended to be deadass someone else but no one gives a shit apparently
and its not just like a day or two it quite happened a few years actually, i'd use my mascots and take their personalities at some point to pretend im someone else i straight up had a meltdown last week and thought myself as just a very close person of myself just taking over the account for some time
it was kind of a way to cope and escape the danmark shit because i've been reallyyy paranoid about it and its not very healthy so i would rather forget and im sure it wasn't "haha silly roleplay" because everytime someone would call me "wholesomey" i'd hate (im feeling better about being called that now but it still was way higher than regular discomfort)
theres also a reason i don't like being called my irl name here but that might just be discomfort
goofy i know

of course im not gonna label myself as it because im not diagnosed im not goofy, im gonna see my therapist to talk about it and hear what they think
sorry for the wall of text lmao

I went through something similar.

It might just be delusional attachments.

Have you been hearing voices in your head that arent your own?

Have you been blacking out/dping things you don't remember?

Those are some of the major signs of DID.

not very often but it happened a few times, can't remember if it did recently though
yeah i think

Ok, you should have someone take you to a therapist.

damn
i'll try after eid to get in contact w her again bcuz i haven't seen them in months