"cry about it" i will.

Because god forgives you

forgiveness necessites genuine apology and feel sorry about yourself
i get all that god stuff but k

But people do care for yourself and so should you
Try to search out for help from people you trust

i tried on imgflip but no one gives a shit
i know atleast two ppl that do care about me but idk man would they like me ranting abt something that happened three years ago n im very very anxious about it
i could leave the site but i have a few friends there with nothing but imgflip idk

Try to find a way how to end your problem
You don't need to worry about the past
and a lot of more people care about you, but you just haven't found those people yet