Honestly , i still feel bad rn

For people who do not know , i do love paranormal stuff , things related to ghost etc... and when someone tells me something like this , im like "Aw man , if i was living more weird stuff like this" , but today , my gawd , i lived something really strange , and im still scared .

Btw , if you dont believe in that stuff , pls dont tell me im crazy .

Ok so today was absolutly normal but , we needed to go to the music school for see how cultural music ( its abt classic music and music history ) class was organized .
Im not a big big fan of music history , but i was "well , i cant say that something is bad before i give it a try"
...
And so , we entered the room , i sat down .
I was feeling good .
And then , the teacher ( i wil say Tom ) entered and we started .
He started by reminding to the other students what they learned last week ... and then Tom said :
"Today , we will listen a lot to Romantic music"

For those who dont know , romantic music writers were in general feeling a lot of suffer and sadness , its something that i didnt knew before today so i was like "ok"

And so , he started a music , and we needed to follow the music on a sheet .
The first 30 seconds , I laughed bc the sheet was so filled that i got lost and then , I started to feel something like , not like if i was bored , but like if i was ... waiting for the class to end .
It was only 6 mins that i was there , and i already wanted to leave !
I was like "bruh what , we just started , anyway lets focus" and so , Tom restarted the music ....

And i was not even able to know where on the sheet we were

Which is rlly disturbing bc im usually a super good musician and so i almost never get lost when i hear a song and have a sheet

The music continues ,And Im not even able to catch a music note .

And then , the music stops , and im like , like ..... like if i was a statue or like i was meditating but not intentionally . its like i disconnected my brain from my body , i cant even feel how much the room was hot ( like 29 °C ) ,

Tom ask questions
I hear them , but my mouth refuse to open
Its like im prisoner of my own body
Im super silent

Tom restart the music , its becoming even worse for me
Its like im freezing more and more , and then , i think approximativly 30 mins after the start of the class , i feel an extreme sadness , but like if my dad died or smth like that .

Sometimes , crying when you re sad feels super good , but i couldnt even let a drop fall of my eyes , so it was like a torture for me , it was painful . I was like "What the f@ck is wrong with me rn ? Is there a ghost or someone in that room that is controling me ?"

And i started to feel fear abt a minute after this question when Tom restarted the music , but it was fear like if i was going to die , i wanted to escape the room , run away as fast as possible , never come back ,
but my body was like "Nope"

About an hour after the start of the class , i could feel that i wasnt blinking my eyes , that my eyes were wide open , that my face was emotions less .
I tried to do the "can i go to the toilet pls" thing , it was more like i tried to SAY it , my mouth coulndt open , and everytimes the music restarted , i was feeling worse and worse .
I was so silent that i think i litteraly became invisible for everyone , no one was staring at me , if someone saw me , he would have said something like "are you good ?"

Abt 1h and 15 mins after the start , i was really a statue , i could breath but it was like i needed to spend an extreme lot of energy to breath , i was staring in the void .

At one moment Tom started to say "And now its all we will listen today from this writer"
I was like "finally im free"
And....
"...now we will listen to..."
And honestly , i never felt so desesperated in my life :
- 1 , i couldnt move
- 2 , i couldnt react
- 3 , I absolutly dont know whats happening
- 4 , i cant be free before the end of the class and i dont even know how much time it supposed to continue

It was so scary
At one moment , in the music , there was a moment that was really loud , everyone got scared ... but me

The more time i was staying here , the worst it was .

At one point , I was so desesperated that I was like saying insinde my head ( like if Tom could hear me ) "PlEaSe LeT mE gO" and "please stop talking , finish this rn and let me go"

And , 2 hours after the start , i was almost abt to cry , i was breathing like if i cried for an hour , i was still like a statue , i was staring in the void and even my vision was starting to become dark , i was super ultra mega scared , and finally , the class ended . Those 2 hours felt like 1 day .

Immediatly , i get out of the room , im not even waiting my bro and my mom , and i go to the car .
And then mom say "Are you okay ?"

And i told to my mom and my bro everything . And she told me that the Music writers of this period were really suffering , always feeling sadness , and i possibly felt their pain throught their music .

It was honestly , the most scary and painful paranormal experience i ever experienced .

My bro added also that i was so silent that he forgot that i was there

I think you were suffering from heat sickness tbh

Its not something that happens to me at this temperature , it happens to me more like at 37 °C

It could still happen to you, trust me, I know

It's definitely not anything paranormal

Is what the man who didn't lived the experience said