I also have a headache now and can’t stop feeling sad/like shit constantly no matter what i do

Its me
Me being dramatic as absolute shit about my bf not talking to me for 24 hours
Im Madame Selma FRFR

I feel so- invisible?

For someone that has a whole theme of being a news reporter that is super outgoing and calls their followers “viewers” i feel so un-seen
Putting on this sona online is fun but at times when i don’t get attention for existing in online spaces i feel so empty and just- useless

Sorry that i am posting so much to this stream but i just have been feeling like shit
My partner’s family member has been really like- sick and stuff recently and they don’t feel the best about it and me being needy and clingy and stupid won’t help but no one besides the people i live with will talk to me

I also am missing the friend that hasn’t responded to anyone in about 2 weeks. They aren’t really the most mentally stable person ever and they haven’t really hurt themself before but still- i am super worried about them