I just wanna be someone that somebody need , i just wanna be more than a drop in the sea , i just wanna be wanted

So you need a hug?

dont wanna be single?
go polyamorous

I get it dude. My best friend had been with the same person since she was (get this) 4 years old. I have never been anything but single. It hurts and kills me. I feel like I don't deserve to be loved. Being alone even made me develop a eating disorder. But listen. You are not the only one. You want someone to love. I do as well. Try to focus on other things. Just remember that you are worth it. You need someone who sees your worth. Just wait. Your find someone soon. If you need to talk, I'm always open. :)

and btw , gl if one day you experience the "heartbreak" , it hurts even more

Ty

I feel like im nobody sometimes
I feel like im transparent
I feel like im a failure
I feel like im useless
I am a single for far too much time now
If i was in a football game , i would be the last one chosen
If im hurt but dont tell anybody about it , nobody see it
When i try to chat with people , I feel like they are not pleased that im here
3 years alone is so much
I dont even know what love does mean anymore
Sometimes , I feel like a bullet is still stuck in my heart
It hurts
I feel like even my body doesnt wants my soul anymore
Sometimes , i cry
Sometimes , im angry
Sometimes , i feel absolutly nothing
Except my inside pain
Its eating me
Its stopping me
I cant move foward
I cant live my life
I am ... prisoner of my own body
I feel bad
I feel sadness
I dont even know if im still someone sometimes
Rarely , im happy , but when it happens
There is always something to remind me im alone
Sometimes ( like rn ) i have an explosion of sadness that i cant control
it hurts so much

im so much negatives in those moments , and thinking about almost everythings i feel arent real ( like , im someone real useful , im far away from the failure rank ...)

its like im sombody else

real asfffff

I feel you, man. I was single for 15 years. I watched my friends date, then break up, then find someone else. I found somebody, it just takes a long time. If you ever need someone to talk to, just let me know.
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ty , ill talk to you someday i think ( not rn bc i ... like ... i write down all i have inside )

Ok. Trust me I get rants from everybody Ik. So I can just read it and give you help, but do it when you are comfortable. This is on your terms, not mine