Hey man. I feel your pain. I have a twin sibling, and he is always being treated better than me. I want to leave, but my parents have these sensors installed in every door, so they can hear whenever I exit the house. They don't exactly love me either, but it is the best decision you could make to get a support group ready. Btw if you struggle, imagine not having access to most of the apps on your phone, including texting, calling, music, and a browser. I feel you. Just hold on.