Avogado6 depression

The reason I complain so much and why I’m so mean to certain people on here is just me venting; I’ve lost my ability to interact with people irl so I go to the internet to have some kind of human interaction Because a human needs human interaction to stay sane Yet I don’t think I’m sane And because of Covid my depression got worse when I thought it was getting better because I was making friends irl in school But I lost all of that and now I don’t have any friends irl I just got super unlucky and there’s nothing I can do about it I honestly think I’ll be alone for the rest of my life Probably dying of suicide when i hit my limit