Yeah I get what you mean, my parents like to invalidate my feelings a lot, make it where I shouldn’t be feeling one way bec others have it worse. But trust me when I say this, I’m sure you achieve so much, it parents are just stupid for not seeing it. The voice in ur head just means you’re probably scared of letting others, including urself, down. I know you may hate urself but it will get better, and I can help you through it if you need me too. I’ll help you as much as you need because I know exactly what ur going through and you shouldn’t have to deal with that 🩵