think: after everything is done and dead, what did we do in the grand scheme of things?

thats a great question, and I have begun thinking it too

make somebody laugh on this backwater meme site.
helped someone (namely me) escape from my shitty life and laugh at memes made by people on the internet.
at least, that's the part I see. there's so much you or withered could have done and could be doing that could have a long lasting positive impact on others. the way I see it, we don't do much but effect others.
to answer your question: not much, really. but there will be highs and there will be lows to life. as some guy once said: "Suicide is a very permanent solution to a very temporary problem."
but you don't have to listen to me. I hope you manage to stop withered from taking their life.