how can i stop being negative when you bitch f**ks won't leave me alone about it? the fact that you wanna go say "stop being toxic" just makes me get more and more toxic, i can't control my feelings, you guys don't know how i feel, you don't know what i've been through, you can't just jump to conclusions and say "stop being mad stop being toxic it's rude", I CAN'T CONTROL MY ANGER. i have to deal with other toxic users on my back 24/7 because i support something or hate something, I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THAT EVERY F**KING DAY ON DEVIANTART, SCRATCH AND IMGFLIP, I HAVE TO DEAL WITH HEARING "i hate you ur homophobic stop hating crystal eevee stop supporting bea omg you blocked mark" EVERY F**KING DAY "ugh stop callking mwe awex im not alex". you, liam, you are the worst of all, you, alex, and so many other users i have to deal with DAILY, i've been trying to stop this stupid f**king drama but you will never stop talking about it, you want to steal my ideas, you want to pester day and night, YOU WONT EVEN KEEP YOUR PROMISES, AND YOU WONDER WHY I'M SO MAD ALL THE TIME, IT'S BECAUSE OF YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE IN THIS SHIT STREAM THAT I HAVE CREATED. YOU, CRYSTAL, CHRISTIAN, AND ALL OF THE OTHERS WHO HAVE PROMISED ME STUFF NEVER ACTUALLY KEPT THE PROMISES, AND THIS IS WHY I DON'T TRUST MY FRIENDS, THEY ALWAYS BETRAY ME, THEY ALWAYS ANNOY ME, and guess what, after all i try to do, i still have to deal with this shit, leave me the f**k alone dude, i've gone through alot more, as a f**king child.