No. You're not. Don't even effing think about it. There are too many people who love and care about you for you to leave. I was where you are just a few days ago, and the thought of a friend of a friend was what stopped me halfway through. You don't want to do that, it's not worth it, so don't even think about it! I'm here if you want to talk!
Love and be safe!
-Vekna