Bell Curve

I QUESTION EVERYTHING, EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE, WHY I AM DOING THIS, HOW IS IT HELPFUL FOR ME, WHY THAT GIRL DOESN'T LIKE ME, REASONING BEHIND SOMETHING TO BE DONE. I DON'T ASK ANY QUESTIONS, I JUST DO WHAT I WANT TO DO, AS ASKING QUESTIONS BEREFTS ME OF MY CONFIDENCE, AND HENCE I CAN'T WORK UP TO MY FULL POTENTIAL, I ALSO DON'T CARE WHETHER I ACTUALLY FOLLOW WHAT I AM SAYING AT THE MOMENT OR NOT; I DON'T ASK ANY QUESTIONS, I JUST DO WHAT I WANT TO DO