If anyone asked I'd just say I don't really want a girlfriend rn, and I want my first girlfriend to be the last girlfriend, I'm at the age where most people get their 1st, 2nd, or even 5th girlfriend, I don't want to think of my girlfriend as "a" girlfriend, I want her to be "my" girlfriend, but if my first girlfriend isn't the one, I'll have to let her go, I hope to mature a lot more before that happens.
