people look for a reason to invalidate my struggles

ME DROWNING FROM; PEOPLE; HIDDEN DEPRESSION, DIAGNOSED ADHD, UNDIAGNOSED AUTISM, AUTISTIC BURNOUT, REGULAR BURNOUT FROM OVERLOAD OF SCHOOLWORK, NOT BEING ABLE TO DO SAID SCHOOLWORK SINCE MY BRAIN SAW IT AS STRESSFUL AND BUILT AN INSURMOUNTABLE WALL AGAINST DOING IT, BEING CALLED LAZY FOR IT, AN ABSOLUTELY TERRIBLE SLEEP SCHEDULE, AND CONSTANTLY HIDING THIS FROM PEOPLE TO AVOID JUDGEMENT; "GOOD VIBES ONLY"