when i was getting reinstated at school she was just talking and brought it up infront of all my teachers and they did nothing i

That sucks. This is why I don't tell my parents anything.

I didn't tell her she found out about her own and she punched me, called me an attention seeker, and then gave me a knife and said "If you really want to then do". that was the first time she basically told me to kms and she has done it in almost every argument ever since

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another thing she likes to do when we get into arguments: when I get angry I like to be alone so after arguments when I try to go to my room she says "No stay in my sight cause I don't know if your gonna cut yourself again" and it makes me cry. a lot

Wow, sounds like absolute shit. That kind of crap makes me angry, no way I'll tolerate that around me, I protect, not attack people like that. Sorry you have to go through that.

And another thing, don't you f**king dare do anything like that, there are too many people who love and care about you.

That's reasonable that she doesnt want you to cut yourself dont cry about that, you probably were gonna cut yourself

no, she says it in a sarcastic manner and just holds it over my head all the time. any little thing she brings it up. and it gets me frustrated.

Then work on anger management

i don't need to go to anger management i need her to stop bringing it up every time she gets mad at me.

You do, you shouldnt be getting so easily mad

I shouldn't get mad at the fact my mom brings up my suicide attempts every time shes mad at me? bffr

Yeah you shouldn't get mad, you chose to try to off yourself and it's your fault you got caught, it's your fault she brings it up, if shes really that bad call someone on her or call the suicide prevention hotline or something 🤦🏼‍♂️

how am I doing nothing I just gave you a bunch of reasons backed up by statistics and personal experience why I can't. if you read back you will see that when I did try to tell someone it only got worse.

Good for you

but do you also know that if a CPS worker thinks a home is fit for a child they will leave said child in the home? they only take away kids if the things they are saying are visible. well, that's how it is in my area. and I'm honestly just scared of her and what she would do. she is always saying that if she gets her kids (my siblings) taken away from her because of me she will find wherever I am and hurt me. and I don't want my siblings to get sex trafficked or anything of the sort. I care for them and that's why I'm going thru this because I'm scared of what my mom will do to me and what could happen to my siblings. I'm just trying to protect them. and if the uncommon event only one kid gets taken away (one child being me) what if she does the same to my siblings because she has nobody else to take her anger out on? what if when I get taken away she moves on to do that to my brother and my brother actually succeeds in killing himself?

Then have fun bein stuck there, I just gave you hella advice so dont go complaining anymore

and I just gave you a bunch of reasons why I cant.

Good for you, as I said have fun with your problems 😁 sitting around and doing nothing is definitely gonna get them solved

I would but as I am trying to explain the child system is not safe, literally 3 blocks down from my house a "foster home" was using the younger children for sex trafficking. this is in my area so of course something is gonna go wrong. and you're telling me to act like an adult obviously if I'm talking about CPS im under 18 aka not an adult. and i cant fix the situation because my mother refuses to because she thinks that just cause shes an adult everything she says is right even when she's wrong. and im not scared of getting taken away im scared of what could and would happen to me and my siblings.

Just because you arent an adult doesnt mean you cant act like one, well it's better to take the chance with foster care than to be where you are

I would tell someone but she threatens me. One time when I was in 5th grade I told the teacher that she hits and yells at me for no reason all the time and the cops showed up at my house to question me and I had to lie to them so I wouldn't get taken away. when they left my mom started punching me and kicking me and threatening me with a knife. now imagine that getting worse with time. Wouldn't you wanna kill yourself too?

No I wouldnt be scared of being taken away, anything is better than what you got goin on, I would try to fix my situation and act like an adult and call someone on her

and i also liked how you literally ignored the part when i said she technically told me to kill myself

She didn't technically tell you to she actually told you to

exactly

If your gonna cut yourself at least finish the job, dont complain about having a terrible life if you arent gonna try to make it better

dont you think i tried to finish the job? i have tried multiple times before and after i went to cutting myself. and yes i have tried to make things better, and they have gotten a little better too its just my mom making my life feel like hell and verbally abusing me.

Then try harder 😹 or you can call CPS on her

I would but the child system isn't as safe as it seems. i have cousins who got taken away and have been raped and sexually assaulted by foster parents and older kids in the system and my cousins are only the ages 4, 7, and 10 at the moment. I dont want my little brother and sister to go thru that

Well not all people are like that yknow

but a lot of people are. My grandmother used to jump from foster home to foster home because she was raped. she still has trauma from it to this day. I also have a friend who is now adopted by a good couple, who was also sexually assaulted. it's very common in the child system and it is not ok. you probably don't know because the government doesn't want people to find out. its sad that there are probably other children who have gone thru this.

A lot doesnt mean all

Bro stfu. Don't tell her to 'finish the job', that's basically you encouraging her to harm herself. Clearly you can't say the right thing in this kinda situation so I'd advise you to just stfu.

Nah, if she thinks harming or killing herself is the right way to handle the situation then she should do a good job, shes obviously immature if she thinks that'll fix her situation

Bro she is going through shit and your sitting there saying "she's immature", it's better to talk to people about it so they can help her instead of keeping it to herself and letting the suicidal thoughts grow bigger. And I should know because I was going through depression and still am but talking to people about it is a better option. Your the one who is immature in this situation because your basically just encouraging her to harm herself and that's a shitty thing to do. You don't understand what people like her are going through so f**king think before you speak asshole.

I'm saying shes immature because instead of getting help shes trying to off herself, that isnt gonna solve her problems

She shouldn't be your mom if she puts you through all that. I wish you could feel love from a mom that actually loves you and doesn't tell you to kill yourself. Imma tell you something if my mom was your mom, the amount of love you'd get, you'd feel like a different person. I wish you could feel loved by your parents but clearly not. But you know I'll always love you and I'm here if you wanna talk. <3

Being a mom just means they gave birth to you

Yeah, that is true but even so there are still parents out there that don't care for their children and even abuse them. If that is the case then she would get put in foster care and if that doesn't work out then there would be other options.

So she should call CPS instead of posting a meme about it and trying to kill herself, self harm ain't gonna get her anywhere

but thank god she only knows about the first 2 attempts.

For the sake of me, don't harm yourself. You are such a special person and me hearing that you do that to yourself makes me cry. I love you and I want you to know that you are strong and you can get through this. I will also help you through this honey. Stay safe x

Your mom sounds suckish ( no offense) wanna share mine instead?