It's okay, I'm good at not letting it hurt me much, I guess just because I knew it was gonna happen.
He was getting old, and the day before he was coughing up blood on the porch.
sad? yah I know, I've kept it around for years hanging on a wall, though he didn't didn't actually wear the color for more than a few days, he's basically never worn a collar
We decided not to take him to the vet because at that point the vet wouldn't do much for him, he was bleeding internal because of his age.
We couldn't stop it either way.