Howdy hey despairlings, Shadow here. So, the SMP lore is 100% complete, yes. But not the Java texture back, it's about.... 85% complete but this isn't about that. So, IDK. I'm back to still having a gender crisis, like okay. I'm fine with he/they pronouns and them/they pronouns but idk- I don't feel very gender so idk- Am I just agender? AAAAAAA- the enby side is confusing because women...They're just so- >_< Lesbians, you know what I mean- But the libramasc side is like "Haha, I'm fine alone- I just want someone to live me platonically... ;-;" bro- IDK anymore, I don't feel the enby side too much anymore, but just "No gender but masc" so libramasc side, maybe I'm not librafluid anymore just libramasc trying to be loved platonically but still wants to be loved romantically...Why is it so hard even explain the simplest of shit?! God! I hate myself for being able to explain shit! Also, fun fact about the Discord server. We have now offically a mascot that's a trans (FTM) Little Auk named Ellis. Because trans rights damnit, and Save the Little Auks, the art of Ellis is drawn by me, I will probably make a better icon featuring him. But until then....Yea...God I kinda wish I was like Ellis rn, minius the exessive masc...AAAAAAAA-; Gender crisis go brrr
