jesus where do i begin? one i get bullied constantly and made fun of, people throw water and paper at me all the time. im getting sick of it. i go home listen to music and cry a little bit but i still have homework, my grades are slipping as are my friendships. i cant talk with my parents about because 1. im not out to my parents and that is why i get bullied 2. they would think im pretending and faking it. also they support but dont believe i am one... so yeah im starting to forget about my needs. i can get any happiness out of a lot of my favorite things. i get little to no work done after my school days. my parents say "you can cry in school they will only make it worse" WELL HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO CRY WITHOUT ANYONE TALKING TO ME? NOONE TALKS TO ME IN THAT DAMN PLACE ANYWAY. so yeah my life's f'ed up... alot. i just can't (btw im writing this in Reading class on the verge of tears.)
