WHAT IS THE WORST NIGHTMARE YOU’VE EVER HAD? MINE WAS THAT MY FATHER (THE ONLY PERSON I TRULY LOVE AND CARE MOST ABOUT) WAS SHUTTING ME OUT AND HATED ME. MY SIBLINGS WERE INSIDE THE HOUSE AND HE SEEMED LIKE HE WAS PROTECTING THEM FROM ME BUT HE WAS JUST SHOVING ME OUT OF THE HOUSE YELLING: “I DON’T WANT YOU HERE ANYMORE! GO AWAY! NO ONE LOVES YOU!”- AND I HONESTLY BELIEVE THAT. THIS OTHER RANDOM GUY TOOK ME IN AND SAID HE WOULD LOVE AND TAKE CARE OF ME, BUT I KEPT CRYING. HE OFFERED TO GO GET ICE CREAM AND I AGREED BUT- WHEN WE GOT THERE, THE GUY GIVING THE ICE CREAM IGNORED ME. HE LOOKED AT ME AND CLEARLY SAW I WAS STANDING THERE WAITING TO ORDER, BUT HE IGNORED ME. AND THAT JUST MADE ME FEEL EVEN WORSE AND I STARTED CRYING EVEN MORE. I WOKE UP WITH MY HEART GOING 100MPH AND TEARS ALL OVER MY FACE. SO.. YEAH. THAT’S MY WORST NIGHTMARE. THAT DREAM DEFINITELY DID SOMETHING TO ME... I’M ALWAYS HAVING THIS FEELING OF BEING USELESS AND THAT MY SIBLINGS STEAL MY FATHERS LOVE FROM ME.. I’M SORRY FOR THIS RANDOM LOAD OF THOUGHTS BUT I NEED TO VENT A BIT. AGAIN- I HAVE NO ONE I FEEL LOVES ME ENOUGH, SO I DON’T TALK ABOUT MY FEELINGS A LOT...
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