Like, it's so awkward how do you not turn away?

This happens in my math class because there's this kid who would stare at [I think it was] me and it was so awkward because the desks were split in half: some on the right of the smartboard [me] and some on the left of the smartboard [him] so whenever he'd look over I'd have to break contact first because 1) I'm a f**kin' enderman irl [/hj] and 2) I get flustered around men [perks of bein' gay]
We sit horizontally now so if we make eye contact it's even worse