September 11, 2000

All You Are Going to Want to Do is Get Back There Moments of Sufficient Lucidity The Great Hidden Sea of the Unconscious Libet's Delay I Feel as if I Might Be Vanishing An Empty Bliss beyond this World Bedded deep in long term Memory A Relationship with the Sublime Mental Caverns without Sunshine Pared back to the Minimal Mental Caverns without Sunshine An Empty Bliss beyond this World Tiny gradiations of loss Camaraderie at arms length The Sublime is disappointingly elusive Fleeting Dreams The Story is Lost Back there Benjamin And heart breaks Hidden sea buried deep Libet's all joyful camaraderie To the minimal great hidden Sublime beyond loss Bewildered in other eyes Long term dusk glimpses Gradations of arms length Drifting time replaced Internal bewildered world Burning despair does ache Aching cavern without lucidity An empty bliss beyond this World Libet delay Mournful camaraderie Loss of want back there An empty everywhere I might be vanishing Empty beyond beyond beyond My heart is true Losing battle of loss Advanced plaque camaraderie All eyes bewildered Glimpses of life denial Equinox eyes will stop Lonely way ahead Losing loss of battle Plaque advanced despair Benjamin beyond bliss Drifting sublime hope Minimal all you are Internal unravel Dusk memory fraction Entanglement synapse ache Elusive sunshine And bliss everywhere bliss